Knowledge Is Power

By Kelcy Conroy
I was awoken in late 2015 for school
with the news Trump had won the election. I was
just starting the sixth grade
and knew nothing except
for the fact little me wanted the nice lady
to be president. My dad promised me
everything was going to be alright
as he kissed my forehead and sent me
on the bus. The boys on the bus shouted 'Trump Train!'
and 'Make America Great Again!' that slogan he used
that I saw on the news like a
broken record. I ignored them,
playing on my tablet as I had not yet
gotten my first phone. They were boys.
They knew no better. None of us knew a lot
at our ages.
School was different. My teachers weren’t
in their usual enthusiastic tones.
As I’ve grown older and recalled these
memories with a more developed brain
I’ve realized they were scared.
A lot of people were very scared.
But we were still children then, and there
was a lot we didn’t know.
I realized I was gay in eighth grade when
I learned what being gay even was.
That’s three things going against me,
I thought as I saw and learned
about the hate the government
was causing. I was gay,
I was autistic, and
I was a woman.
It seems as though
We’ve come full circle since then.
I’m pansexual now, I’m still
autistic and I’m still
a woman. And Trump is president
yet again. And each day I go
online and I see all the hate
and fear and violence and misunderstanding
and just divide
that his administration causes in the country,
in the world.
But we’re not children anymore.
Some people (like the kids on my bus)
stayed his supporters
but we’re adults now and
it’s our job to teach the children.
Teach them right from wrong,
teach them hate from love,
Teach them that no matter who you are
and no matter how much you know,
you know that you belong.
Kelcy Conroy (she/they) is a college student studying creative writing and living in Rhode Island. She writes mostly from her own lived experience involving disability and sexuality. Aside from creative writing she loves journalism and is the vice president of their college's newspaper. Follow Kelcy on Instagram: @kelcyconr


